kittys, rain drops, and sadness in the world

On sunday we decided to go get a kitty. We bought all the essentials. Everything a cat could need. Then we went to pick out out. A small little grey tabby was hesitent at first, and then she hopped out, looked me in the eye and jumped onto my knee. she was perfect at 10 weeks old. Little Lia was her name.

We brought her home and she was wide eyed and investigated a bit before a nap. But she wouldnt eat. Then she threw up. Little Lia didn't feel so well.

Went and got a vets number from E's parents, but cause it was late and sunday he was not there to take an appointment. We returned to little Lia excited to see us. She romped and climbed me for an hour while we played wow. I still have a few claw marks.

Then this morning she was playing on the bed. kneeding elisha's back and meowing. Then at about 4am she began meowing, but differntly. then at 6am I found her dragging her body across the floor as she cried at us. I got up and tried to pick her up. she wouldnt right herslef at all, not even try to put her feet down.

I cried. inside. We rushed her to the Emergency Vet clinic where we left her at 7:30 when i had to go to work. Poor kitten. They said she had contracted guardia, and had gone into a hypoglysaemic coma. she had just meowed at me 2 min's earlier. 2 MINS!

We left her there in their capable hands, the doctors out look was grim. She was one sick kitten. Elisha and i came back, i showered, and headed to work. The vet called my cell, the said they would only call if there was trouble. She had given them a scare. She had stopped breating. I cried a bit more in the car, gathered myself and went in to work.

I called they said she had made a turn for the better and could lift her head. poor kitty. strong kitty, i thought.

I wanted elisha to eat with me so she came down, and while we were at bw3 my phone rang again. My heart sank, and i ran out the front door.

"i have some bad news about lia" the man said. "she passed away while she slept."

I cried a tear for my baby girl.

Now I sit here, and I miss that damn cat. less than 22 hours after we met, she passed on.

Kitty heaven they say, she's fine they say. I still miss her. Lia love you always 6/12/06 2:40 pm.

I sit here and Titan our brand new 2 year old male sits on my lap and rubbs all over me with love. and i cry. He's has a new home and a family that will love him, but he has no idea how much his predecesor will be missed.

He was a lucky find. a gem. He makes this soo much easier. The healing begins and the bonding with a new pet sets forth.

Miss you Lovely Little Lia.

sooo

my beloved sabres have dropped to games to those no-good hacks in phili. Phili riding mr. foresburg and mr. esche have managed to twart the sabre's effort in trying to make the first round easy....giving once again, all sabres fans a taste of what heart failure is like.

Im starting to get tired. working 2 job is taxing...especially when it eliminates days off. Im starting to wake up tired. and want to go to bed as soon as my head hits the pillow. It annoys me. I hate going to bed. im a night owl. not a day person. damn it. oh well i guess u cant make money, and have fun as well. talk about suck-ta-tude.

I actually have to work to day. talk about no fun. Looks like i will be getting one saturday off every 2 weeks as my weekend. I better start counting 2 days as 1. so monday should look more like monday-tuesday which i get to take a long nap, and tuesday should be wednesday-thursday, where i get to take a long nap...and so-on and so-forth.

oye i can tell this headache isnt going away anytime soon. welllll shit.

If your a Flyer's fan and you booed when Dumont was seriously injured. GO FUCK YOUR SELF! more to come for sabres fans....and more insults for the worst fans in hockey (Phili's)

only one thing to say

SABRES WIN! Game 2 on monday!

HIGH and low...

Well it never seems to fail, that for all my triumphs there is a defeat in there as well. E got let go yesterday. That was really not a fun day. The thing of it all is, i can understand firing someone who is not doing their job or breaking some rules that the job had laid out... bud she hadn't. It seems to fishy. She never got a key. she never got trained. and they fired her AFTER she had worked a 6 hour day for them. And, unless she was leaving work and not coming home, she was working 9-10 hrs a day for them. Something seems really really wrong. So with the luck of my new job, comes the lack of hers...now we have to try to make ends meet. she applied here at sears. we are going to see what her unemployment is going to be like as well. and in a few days she'll start applying for new jobs. not exciting at all. i guess i should have been wating for the other shoe to fall on this one. why on her. she dosnet have any self esteem anyhow.

over use of caps anyone?

Hmmm seems i have been using the capslock key a bit too much as of late. lol. i really dont have anything to say at the moment. I was really just a long day at sears, and im flippin tired. idk why...i didnt do anything at all today. No really...i havnt...doug left with 0 dollars after a 5 hour shift...and i have about 500 in. Nothin i made any money on though. talk about lame. cant wait to start my new job. im really really excited. 8:30 the 10th!

Loaded guns in ur face

Well, for those of u who dont know. I took the job at Ai. looks to be a good move. sears is making it easier for me to miss them. my paycheck sucked ass. i worked my fingers to the bone for this damn company...and what did i get....squat. thats how business seems to be going these days. The college is going to give me full benifits after 30 days...and double my pay of my better days here at sears....HOW THE HELL CAN I COMPLAIN. I will say this. I will have friends as I leave here, but they will no longer be co-workers. thats makes me sad. its like moving w/o moving. i will see these guys too, and that was confuses me. its not like im going to leave the state and not see them again.

I freakin hate Jeff. grrr. resource meeting. i will post later.

Shiznit

They called. Brown-mackey college has called me back...about the job i interviewd for.....and im at work. off all the irony....i cant answer my phone at work...and im at work. OH WHAT DO THEY WANT. they left a message...it keeps beeping at me. STOP THE INSESENT BEEPING. NOOOOOOO...i want to check it....but the district manager is hovering in HA. Make him go away... or better yet....make John get here faster.....im soo nervous...are they calling to say "thanks but no thanks" or "here have a job" COME ON! AHHHHHHHHH

sears what a h00t

how the hell am i supposed to make money when there are no customers...and the one i got..i have to find a way to tell them that they cant buy a closeout tv they want because they dont want a pa. come on. why me. everyone else is getting a great pa month....why am i not. guess its the last 6 months of being the top dog. jason stole it last month, and it looks like doug is the runaway train this month. its good to see the other guys do so well. they will need that momentum to carry if i end up leaving. this job has been soo good to me...its hard to leave. but i have to. I really do. least we will still be playing poker. thats good to know. i wonder how hunters is doing speaking of poker. joe said he had to take his son, hunter, to the hospital to get some fluids in him. guess i will call him in a bit.

I really got to bust out the camera so i can get some shots of these guys for all to see, maybe follow in wyatts footsteps as pics go.

missing the guys back home.





a lot.

better get back to not selling anything to my non-existent customers.